OK; I have not done well in the outside world! what do I do! it continues to move forward and Im not sure how to move within it!
Who am I in the outside world!
I was at the local community college today with my computer writing music! ###$, I was their 30 years ago, doing the same thing! This is as far as Ive gotten!
My condition makes it hard in the outside world!
It reminds me that no one is watching my back; no one! it scares me!
Im a decent person; I dont feel like anyone in the real world! it seems like its going 100 miles n hour! You cant live your life! or be part of something!
It hurts so much; to attempt to be apart of anything in the outside world!