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Things continue to change
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the strange world of getting better did
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This is not going to be easy.
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Identity 101; so; it officinally begins; the rebuilding
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Something positive is happening
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The Beatles
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A place exists
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Things are changing again
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Things are heating up; Im now backing down
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I have CPTSD
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Real changes are occurring
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Coming back into the present
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Im extremely frustrated
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Fining myself or facing myself
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Im beginning to understand
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Visualizing
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Starting from the beginning
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The trap house part 2
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The trap house; I only knew about; In the end I win
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Massive Mega paradigm shift
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First post recovery conversation
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Dating and Art
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movement
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childhood abandonment
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Being single
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Preview: PTSD; High School
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Fear
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Ive found some answers
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D.I.D; let me introduce myself
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PTSD; dealing with triggers.
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Making me into a loser; its all about the critical voice
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Molding sound like clay; having reasons; Things are changing
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critical voice
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Toxic shame
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Ive found some answers
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The frustrations of not having a wife!

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Mon Oct 01, 2018 4:02 am

Is it possible Ill never ever have a relationship with a women? is this possible! maybe! Im the mosts talented sophisticated sensitive person you've ever met! I have all these traits no one to date; nothing! No wife! why?
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Well; I have to be accepted by others; I have to accept myself first; but I don't fit into anything out in social land; nothing! Im to deep and real I guess! I don't know!
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I don't like manipulative 2 faced people; and most of the women Ive associated with fit this category! The problem is; I don't know who! Im not sure who to associate with! I don't know!
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Im working with the universe to find a wife! I don't get it! Im an intelligent man! What does it take to have a girlfriend! a wife! anything?
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Nothing; like being in a dried well!
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One of the main problems; Im not around the right people! Who are the right people! I have to start asking this question!
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I haven't fit into any group accept those from developmental trauma backgrounds!
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I hate; absolutely hate going to these worthless meetings! They keep me alive but not much else! the women cant be trusted at any level in these places!
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Id like to go out with decent respectable women! women of quality; not a bunch a whores! Im sick them! all of them; its sickening; no conscious!
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Im not looking for women that think they are superior to be because I demand that they have character!
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Lately, Ive been on the internet working with the universe; but its getting me nothing! I mean; Im learning about meditations; but Im no closer to having a girlfriend!
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Ive been told I have to act like she's with me! Ive tried that! but nothing happens! I dont get it! I really dont!
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Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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