Is it possible Ill never ever have a relationship with a women? is this possible! maybe! Im the mosts talented sophisticated sensitive person you've ever met! I have all these traits no one to date; nothing! No wife! why?
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Well; I have to be accepted by others; I have to accept myself first; but I don't fit into anything out in social land; nothing! Im to deep and real I guess! I don't know!
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I don't like manipulative 2 faced people; and most of the women Ive associated with fit this category! The problem is; I don't know who! Im not sure who to associate with! I don't know!
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Im working with the universe to find a wife! I don't get it! Im an intelligent man! What does it take to have a girlfriend! a wife! anything?
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Nothing; like being in a dried well!
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One of the main problems; Im not around the right people! Who are the right people! I have to start asking this question!
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I haven't fit into any group accept those from developmental trauma backgrounds!
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I hate; absolutely hate going to these worthless meetings! They keep me alive but not much else! the women cant be trusted at any level in these places!
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Id like to go out with decent respectable women! women of quality; not a bunch a whores! Im sick them! all of them; its sickening; no conscious!
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Im not looking for women that think they are superior to be because I demand that they have character!
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Lately, Ive been on the internet working with the universe; but its getting me nothing! I mean; Im learning about meditations; but Im no closer to having a girlfriend!
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Ive been told I have to act like she's with me! Ive tried that! but nothing happens! I dont get it! I really dont!
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