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| Author: | OMNICELL [ Sun Nov 17, 2024 5:13 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | The awareness and awakening |
Things are changing; The relationship concept or fantasy I had about the stranger girl up the street Ive written so much about; a situation when I was younger; very young; This has flipped on its head in my favor. Im now officially getting over it and will continue to; now that I know what the truth is. . This was an evil person… No Good! Nothing. And never will be… I made the innocent horrible mistake of living in a fantasy when I decided to go up to her brothers house and she happened to be their… she lived their. Mistake Mistake… . I was never invited by the people of that home; and the brother was not trust worthy… Should have never listened to him. They were all just playing me… . However; the tide has turn; turned in my favor; Im no longer fooled by them or this situation and Ive been gaining my strength back and my identity and value; Im owning it again under God… . God is helping me and running my life now… . so; God is helping me; God is working with me. And taking care of me. . So; this person up the street was just another prankster and I don’t care… meaning; my life is coming back into aline… So; it doesn’t matter… not really. . Im doing OK… . It doesn’t matter; I got those people figured out. I didn’t before. I guess I didn’t want to know. But I know now! Not nice people; not my kind of people; they feel nothing; and they feel nothing for me; no value; Nothing.. and have no value for me; nothing… zero… nothing… . So… . Many things are changing for me under God… . Under Gods care. And I would say most of this change; the changes going on; its because; more n more Im under Gods care… Im under Gods sovereign state and I have a Holy spirit who is within me looking after me; a God consciousness; This consciousness points out problems before they come. God is looking after me; the wisdom of God is helping me… . So; Finally; Im finally getting my life back; back from giving it to that person of the past; Finally after much work; things are changing… . Im not home yet; but Im clearly over that bridge that leaves those enemies; Like this girl; leaves them on the island I was habitationing . She Is left their on devil Island where I found her.. And no lose; for this was nothing more then a demon… Thats all it was… and after being enlightened by the Holy Spirit on who and what this really is; It didn’t take long to finally just let go and go back to God; for the lies indicate I lose nothing… I had nothing… it was all in my mind… . . Slowly getting closer to the actual starting line of my life… very close; I only get what I earn under God; Gods world; Gods care; in Gods sovereign state. . |
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