Lots of choices for Thanks Giving!
However, Im interested in having my own alone! I don't need to go to someone else's house!
And all of this brings up the present situation of past family systems! I was ripped of and not prepared by them to be ripped off!
Im lucky to be alive and away from them; but Im n to over them! and it brings it all back, especially my past best friends house and family and my mothers house in the other city and her husband that I was abused by!
Lots of mass rage coming up! I had my whole teenage years destroyed by these people! What I must remember is; they are not people! they are psychopaths! and this is the hardest part as for as teenager years! I have not dealt with those years yet because I have not dealt with them! they have been closed off! all memories were closed off! I need them back! I need the good times associated with them back! this means my personal ideas and movements! I was not wanted by anyone! Yet, I was a decent person! it was a complete time of absolute confusion! it would have been better if I had been given up for adaptation when born then to be with these creeps!
I had no idea they were creeps until it was 2 late!
Anyway!
Thanks Giving;
My idea of Thanks Giving is to either cook or buy or go to a brunch! Don't know yet, what Im going to do! I would like to visit someones house! but not eat their! just visit and have coffee! then leave!