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Author: | OMNICELL [ Sat Jun 22, 2019 12:39 pm ] |
Blog Subject: | Talents and development |
Im undeveloped with all of my potential; its horrible not to have any development; but it was impossible. The only thing seeable is playing the piano; but its so corse and immature and undeveloped; Im almost scared to play around other people because its shows no skills of my abilities. . I cant make a commitment to anything because Im so enraged about not having skills developed; Im so behind. So, undeveloped. . Im scared to be labeled or tabled as someone with this specific occupation or interest. I hate it. . I have allot of parts of my personality that keep me alive; but I dont want to just be alive. . Talents; how bad do I want them; and where do I think their going; will they save me; Ive had this idea they would bring me success but I think I have to look at them as “ participating” in them will bring me success; and who wants to be exposed in this society; I dont.., I hate this society. . So; where do I get started with my life; and what does it look like; what am I doing. . ITs hard; thats the best way to describe it; its hard; all of this.... . Finding my way and my people in the outside world; thats what I want; I dont know if Im up to it; it scares me. |
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