Our partner
by OMNICELL on Thu Oct 01, 2020 12:55 am
Relationships are stuck. I won't ask someone out that I like. I refuse. I dont want to get hurt. its so strong I have no relationships... . I will continue to work with God on this... . I have to learn again how to have relationships; The heart. . Im so tired and exhausted... its so way over my head; all of this. . Im not really apart of anything... . Ill go to one more 12 step group... . Im in the middle of some more changes... . Im disabled when it comes to relationships. Ill keep trying new things. Ill work with God to bring me new people and see what happens... . Stepping outside is very difficult; meaning; actually going somewhere. . Im not sure yet where Im going or why... For what. . I would still like a wife. I have to work with the universe on this.. Ill keep working on it. I imagine Ill have to do many things I dont want to do to open up... . I feel a strange changing going on.. I feel the desolation within me. I also feel something new; new changes... . Ill keep working with the universe as I slowly loose the part of feeling sorry for myself or being the victim... Im not God I have to do the footwork
Dissociative Disorder CPTSD AVPD; Social avoidance Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression agoraphobia obsessive/compulsive disorder Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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by OMNICELL on Thu Oct 01, 2020 12:55 am
[quote="OMNICELL"]Relationships are stuck. I won't ask someone out that I like. I refuse. I dont want to get hurt. its so strong I have no relationships... . I will continue to work with God on this... . I have to learn again how to have relationships; The heart. . Im so tired and exhausted... its so way over my head; all of this. . Im not really apart of anything... . Ill go to one more 12 step group... . Im in the middle of some more changes... . Im disabled when it comes to relationships. Ill keep trying new things. Ill work with God to bring me new people and see what happens... . Stepping outside is very difficult; meaning; actually going somewhere. . Im not sure yet where Im going or why... For what. . I would still like a wife. I have to work with the universe on this.. Ill keep working on it. I imagine Ill have to do many things I dont want to do to open up... . I feel a strange changing going on.. I feel the desolation within me. I also feel something new; new changes... . Ill keep working with the universe as I slowly loose the part of feeling sorry for myself or being the victim... Im not God I have to do the footwork[/quote]
Dissociative Disorder CPTSD AVPD; Social avoidance Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression agoraphobia obsessive/compulsive disorder Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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