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stuck

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Thu Oct 01, 2020 12:55 am

Relationships are stuck. I won't ask someone out that I like. I refuse. I dont want to get hurt. its so strong I have no relationships...
.
I will continue to work with God on this...
.
I have to learn again how to have relationships; The heart.
.
Im so tired and exhausted... its so way over my head; all of this.
.
Im not really apart of anything...
.
Ill go to one more 12 step group...
.
Im in the middle of some more changes...
.
Im disabled when it comes to relationships. Ill keep trying new things. Ill work with God to bring me new people and see what happens...
.
Stepping outside is very difficult; meaning; actually going somewhere.
.
Im not sure yet where Im going or why... For what.
.
I would still like a wife. I have to work with the universe on this.. Ill keep working on it. I imagine Ill have to do many things I dont want to do to open up...
.
I feel a strange changing going on.. I feel the desolation within me. I also feel something new; new changes...
.
Ill keep working with the universe as I slowly loose the part of feeling sorry for myself or being the victim...
Im not God I have to do the footwork

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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RE: stuck

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Thu Oct 01, 2020 12:55 am

[quote="OMNICELL"]Relationships are stuck. I won't ask someone out that I like. I refuse. I dont want to get hurt. its so strong I have no relationships...
.
I will continue to work with God on this...
.
I have to learn again how to have relationships; The heart.
.
Im so tired and exhausted... its so way over my head; all of this.
.
Im not really apart of anything...
.
Ill go to one more 12 step group...
.
Im in the middle of some more changes...
.
Im disabled when it comes to relationships. Ill keep trying new things. Ill work with God to bring me new people and see what happens...
.
Stepping outside is very difficult; meaning; actually going somewhere.
.
Im not sure yet where Im going or why... For what.
.
I would still like a wife. I have to work with the universe on this.. Ill keep working on it. I imagine Ill have to do many things I dont want to do to open up...
.
I feel a strange changing going on.. I feel the desolation within me. I also feel something new; new changes...
.
Ill keep working with the universe as I slowly loose the part of feeling sorry for myself or being the victim...
Im not God I have to do the footwork[/quote]
Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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