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Strange people

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sun Sep 09, 2018 8:50 pm

Im not around the right people; Im not protected! So; the beginning people Ive associated with to get better; socially better; they are not turning out to be what I thought they would be; its getting ugly!
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So; at some point; or; already; its time to move on!
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Its all around me; the wrong people or people turning bad on me! Im moving forward! they were never healthy people to associate with in the first place! And at some point they will bite!
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I have to work with the universe to bringing me through the gap and bringing me other people that can help take me to the next level
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Ive been here before! around the wrong people! Small town people! I have to back off now; they have no respect! And some are narcissists! And I have to learn not to associate with them; or things escalate!
I was on the disk golf course the other day and the group I was with; a few of them were bugging on me; and these were the ones with narcissistic tendencies! One called me a cheat because I went out of bounds a few times this a throw and apparently didnt finish my shot and moved on to the next whole; he claimed I should not go next because I cheated by not finishing the last whole! as if he really cares; he doesn't; but its a kind of gas lighting technique! Its a bit sadistic! I asked him if he was policing me! He claimed I was cheating and if thats how I wanted to play the game then thats that! of course; I dont care enough about disk gold to cheat or anything else! It means Im not safe; someone is looking for something to wedge in on an take over control! And in another situation; a women keeps trying to tell me where my disks are when I throw them; she's helping me out as if I cant find my own disks! Its a kind of intimidating badgering! a bulling technique! Why Im attracting such people; I dont know!
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The problem I have; I dont know enough people! Im not sure where to go or who to hang out with.
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I have tower with the universe on finding people! attracting people! This is very hard! its always been hard!
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People form opinions of me; its based on nothing; on superficial insanities! Its based on my symptoms; not on who I am!
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IVe liked girls from the meetings ive gone to; big big mistake! not a good place to pick up women! Not a good place for the universe to bring me women! no no no!
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Thew point is Im alone; and I have to work with the universe for this to change

Dissociative Disorder
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AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
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