I truly believe the relationship ( or what ever this is) wont last! It wont last more then a month!
Im goal is standing up for myself and getting out of this relationship If I need to. This means, telling the other person its over and moving on! and Im not interested in being friends, or what ever other stupid f#ck nonsense is thrown at me!
Its been a good lesson!
Its not over yet! its about standing up for what I believe in and what I want from a relationship! if we can't come to an agreement, I will leave!
Since this is my relationship, I can call when ever I want! I can ask to be involved all I want; if the other person doesn't like it, they can leave and find another relationship!
If I don't like there behavior, I can leave!
I have much to learn! I cannot let go of my power base, thats crazy!
Its about standing up and saying goodbye!
And possibly this is what this situation has been about.
Also, this forces me to learn my techniques and find more women to become friends with! Everything is forcing me into the community, back into life again!
I must keep practicing and talking to other women! I must act as if Im still single, there is no stability with the person Im seeing now! Im not going out on her! I must keep growing my friend base!