2 areas of importance have started for me.
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Asian soulmate; this search is a social search; physical search in the real world; meaning I show up at places and see who's present and get to know people.
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Social; this is the next experience; becoming social.. I have to if Im going to meet an Asian Soulmate.
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These searches have already started. Ive done a little for each.... I headed out the door this morning and road my bike around the streets down town with the people around.
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As for Asian soulmate; Im working on it; Ive aligned somethings in my imagination and Im working on talking to pictures of people As a way to practice talking to people. I have dissociative disorder and talking up close with PTSD; CPTSD is very difficult.
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How bad do I want it; Am I willing to fight for it.