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| Author: | OMNICELL [ Thu May 19, 2016 1:31 am ] |
| Blog Subject: | Slowly getting better; yet, alone |
Technically, Im not alone! But I am! I have no friends! No real friends! I have temporary friends from the meetings! Not a bad thing; it's a good thing! They are my friends, but at a distance! Not close close! So, as I get better, Im still alone in this town with no one! Its horrible! I walk outside with no social; nothing! I have the groups and stuff! But no social life! I have no friends! Im praying for helpers! Those people God sends for help! However, Im alone! No family! Nothing! It's a hardship! Im surviving it! Its strange life! I know about as many people as I do on this site! I mean! I write blogs! People know something about me; but it's not personal! Im just starting to open up to people! I must keep praying for help! I must define what Im looking for; who Im looking for! Im still going to meetings! Ive gone to the gym! Ive met a few people; nothing more! Im not sure what else to do! I have keep working forward! I have to get the pain of childhood out of me! It will take some time! I took a major murdering from that situation! And Im scared and nervous of society! I must work with God and keep going! |
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