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Safety

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Thu Oct 29, 2015 1:03 pm

I had some type of safety when a child; this came from my father at the time! although he was just play acting and having his fun! he was playing the father roll for his fun; he was not taking care of anyone! he was worthless! but I did not know this! and instead of creating provisions for us he secretly was planning to leave us! I did not know this! I would have been 8 years old! I had no idea!

These type of degenerates do this stuff against children! regular people do not! most of what I went through, I went through as a child! most adults don't put children through things! psychopaths do put children through things!

I never learned or developed! I was destroyed and mangled!

I lost all safety! at least I felt I had a safe place to hide because I had a house to live in on a street! but that was taken! and of course it was taken! the sycophants who owned it are not going to live their! they will destroy the family and move on when they are bored! and they did! or when the children start getting older!

Sociopaths know; when you get older you will start questioning their behavior! they will be gone! its that simple! they cant manipulate anymore, so they are gone! and manipulate to get what they want; thats all it is; nothing more; they are using you! using you the whole time!

Im attempting to get rid of all memories associate with these people and start over and have my own memories! much hard work!

My safety meant nothing! I was whisked away and thrown away! again; adults destroying or attacking children! that in itself suggests the type of degenerate I was dealing with!

The most important issue! where do I go! what do I do; how to I have safety! with who!

Im going through the safety issue at the moment!

unfortunately when young; my best friend played a safety roll within my life then left and turned on me! He turned on me as if he had never met me! and his family turned on me!

I take all these things to God! and ask God why! and what needs to be done!

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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