High levels of PTSD make me crazy!
Because of the stress, I know what your thinking about me; Im sure of it!
Im paranoid, and a bit delusional. I can run you through my head all day long and come up with all kinds of facts and figures that don't exist.
Throw in AVPD into the mix, and I will never find out what you think of me.
A healthy person has to find out what others think. There are indirect ways to find out if people respect me or like me. The normy simply asks people for what they want. Or doesn't care either way.
My goal is to learn the proper skills for social interaction that would help me understand if you like me or not; if Im waisting my time; if I have a chance.
One has to work there way into a new way of thinking...
Im willing to do this; to find the proper way to the truth.