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PTSD and breaking through?

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Thu May 23, 2019 7:29 pm

I have a wall of flashback material in my mind all the time; its like Im an 8 year old and then Im a 17 year old and Im reliving all the same stuff between those times; all the ruin. unfortunately, I never got on my feet financially ever; but I did get better in my recovery; However, my interest is financial and Im trying to break through to the other side with PTSD; Im working on it; My nervous system doesn’t want to budge; its like Im looking into the middle of a tornado; I cant see anything on the other side so; I have to imagine a better life and write about having a better life.
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And I feel like Im stuck in the middle of a tornado and cant see any direction accept the swirling water condensation and dust that flies around in the middle and that is my life; Im isolated and cut off from society; Im attempting to figure out how to get back into it again; the way normal people do.
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Wish me luck...
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If I could pic interests that could make money; thats been a big big problem; what do I like to do or would want to do that makes money; why is this so f_cking hard.

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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