Lots of changes over the last several days...
First, Im glad to be on this site. It has helped a great deal in the short time Ive been here.
Openings:
A thrust forward, or an exploration into new territory. Possibly a small bit of real-estate to tread on, yet, progress is strangely obtained when one becomes aware.
Changes represented in 4 sections.
First, Church:
At the Church, A conspiracy against me was all in my head.
#2, Music:
Ive been back into my music creation phase for the last 6 years. Ive been waiting for the time I would create my first CD's. I made a promise, Thus it begins..
Three:
New years party. A party put on by a 12 step group served as a breaking ground for my dissociative disorder.
I held my own and didn't switch personalities while at a New years party. I left early, I ate, no people pleasing..., I almost died doing all of this.. Hard work... !! Lonely, Worth every ounce of fear and vibration.
Fourth:
tuff intelligent extravert City Girl at the coffee shop:
Tough act. Very hard to impress someone like this. She gets to go to Seattle or New York for New years Parties. This conversing is way out of my league. Held my own. Did not switch out. No people pleasing. had a hard time keeping eye contact.
All positive areas of growth, as my attitude about learning again is changing to the positive, as is my gratitude for a chance to relearn again..
Over N Out..