So, out of nowhere; a sociopathic sadistic brother; a combination of both parents! knocks on my apartment door!
God was sending someone! strange people have been showing up lately!
He's drunk; Im wondering what he wants! then I must remember he is a diagnosed sociopath! I know their is nothing in front of me when he is in front of me! meaning, theirs no one their! he is a complete narcissist like my father; 100%! This means, when they show up around you; you are simply being used!
he comes to cry on my shoulder about his mother dying! He cries a bit; not very much; dry tears! hes well on his way to being drunk; at least he didn't bring any kids with him! ITs the same story as always! I haven't seen him in years! he's looking for support because his mother is dying! The last time it was about inheritance! he says we're family; dont believe it! when I was in trouble many years ago; he told me there was no family!
And he suggests he would like me to work with his daughter on creative things! I suggested inviting me over to the house; he did not want that! he wants her to come over my place! I guess Im not good enough to be in his house! Its all very sickening and real!
You have to watch it; when this person is talking family to you; their is no family, and Im being used as a doorstop for him to get some type of bizarre last thought feeling out! I was shocked their was one! maybe it was the child in him from a small age! I dont know!
The sociopath is never on your side! they are a making on to themselves! So, I listened and put up with it! he finally left!
This was a God thing! I found out some personal information I was ready to here!
Its another chapter in my life closing!
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I would like alignment with God! With source energy, I would like alignment! I would like to know what I am suppose to do that makes me happy! its as simple as this! happiness is what Im looking for on a daily basis! I must work with God on this!