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Finding my voice
   Tue Aug 20, 2019 4:47 pm
Three important conversations with women
   Tue Aug 20, 2019 1:39 am
I letting socioapths attack me again; abuse me; feel demoralized
   Mon Aug 19, 2019 11:23 am
Mellowing; and idea of exploring the entrances to the gap...
   Mon Aug 19, 2019 1:20 am
A house and a backyard and 4 walls and a hobby
   Sun Aug 18, 2019 1:09 am
moving into know mans land (positive); and then through
   Fri Aug 16, 2019 9:41 pm
The Gap
   Wed Aug 14, 2019 8:37 pm
Teenage years
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finding and painting rocks
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 5:14 pm
Expressing my feelings
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 3:26 pm
I know Ive never met any women to date ever....
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 11:02 am
Being alone all of my life with out women or a relationship
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 10:16 am
The wright brothers created plaines; Im creating my new life
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 8:41 am
A new era is starting; But Ive got problems
   Mon Aug 12, 2019 12:19 pm
Signs of the end is here; and a new era starting
   Sun Aug 11, 2019 6:13 pm
Trapped between 2 worlds
   Sun Aug 11, 2019 3:23 pm
Things are getting better; Im still fat; I got a problem
   Fri Aug 09, 2019 11:38 pm
Women have defeated me? and I feel deated? #1
   Fri Aug 09, 2019 6:45 am
Plans from the universe; they have cometh
   Wed Aug 07, 2019 4:39 pm
breaking things and coming together
   Wed Aug 07, 2019 11:44 am
What am I thinking about
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That breaking point
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 8:45 pm
Needing my mothers permission
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 5:47 pm
And another day
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 5:03 pm
Im so right in the middle of the promises
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 4:35 pm
whats missing with music; live playing
   Mon Aug 05, 2019 11:22 pm
Women and John Denver
   Sun Aug 04, 2019 11:33 pm
Bulling
   Sun Aug 04, 2019 1:33 am
art images coming back and other things; taking action
   Sat Aug 03, 2019 8:35 pm
I wasn't suppose to break the my first girls heart....
   Sat Aug 03, 2019 12:47 pm
Take my mother out of the picture; what do I get.
   Fri Aug 02, 2019 11:47 pm
Where am at right now.
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moving forward with Asian-soulmate

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Mon Aug 06, 2018 7:57 pm

moving forward with Asian-soulmate; putting the peaces together.
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I lost 30 pounds! I did it using the laws of attraction and a bicycle! Lots of work on that one; 2 months of riding! 4 months before this to get back at shape in the gym!
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Art; this is a major manifestation! Ive had small minor manifestations, major/miner manifestations! And then it was time for major manifestations; Ive been working on those for about a year!
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To the present! I have 4 types of manifestations; Relationships; occupation/vocation/ and Things/places and money!
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The first major manifestations to break open is Occupation; art. It matters not what the breakthrough is from; what sub title; whats important; its been broken through and its major! Art is the first to break through!
Ive been working on relationships! and much has been improved; However, the main goal of relationships is; Asian-soulmate; this has not been broken through; and at times, seems a million miles away! However, I have to keep at it until it breaks through; it breaks through in the mind first!
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With art; my mind got fed up and while screaming my lungs out concerning the 2 sides of my personality; one would allow me to think about being an artist; the other would not; it finally broke! My mind reorganized itself; it broke through; it broke down all the negative unwanted thoughts coming into my mind that were blocking me; it blocked them all and I decided; Im going to make art; and for the first time since childhood; my mind was without resistance and I began to make art work with no resistance; this means; I could because a professional artist if I wanted to.
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Im looking break through with Asian-soulmate! And I have to remember; no one owes me anything!
The problem with Asian-soulmate; I have women around me that are Asian-beautiful! But I cant or dont trust them! They are not coming forward to share themselves with me! It feels more manipulative! Their are more then one Asian girl in the world; so I move on and allow the universe to fill in the gaps until another women is brought!
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I have problems walking up and talking to new people! its very very hard; Im very bashful. My background is not something Im proud of; its something I fear! I dont have another identity to show people; only the one from the past that is trying to heal! I dont think its every enough! No work; economics shot! Im not sure what to share with people or who would be interested in me1
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I have to believe; thats the problem; thats what Ill be working on!
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Im working with the universe to get me to new places; higher ground of more quality people that I meet some of them an date them! We will see!
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The face of social is upon me! Im a bit freaked out with the social requirements! I dont like this at all!

Dissociative Disorder
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AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
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