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| Author: | OMNICELL [ Fri Sep 25, 2015 12:41 am ] |
| Blog Subject: | movement |
Im an artist type; I just wanted good relationships and to be expressive! Unfortunately I got hit by sociopaths when young; psychopaths! and Im trying to work through this! this wrecked my economic situation! I dont think I know how to work! anxiety destroys reality for me! wreaks havoc upon it! I hate not having money for basics things like; taking care of your teeth! it scares me; Im not sure what to do about it! Im trying to heal and feel good inside or about myself! Letting the walls down is hard! Im scared; Im letting down for what or who! I have nothing; my life never went any place! I never learned to work like everyone else or be in the real world! IVe been mental for 2 3rds my life! Im slowly trying to come out of the past into the present! things stop me; they get in the way! Ive made accomplishments! but things are hard on other fronts! bills I cant pay or dont understand! I feel spoiled! I want more then I have! Im tired! My condition shuts me down! reality is hard! my talents un used! Im a performance artist! I dont have a place to sing or play instruments! or act or anything! I have no studio! I can pray about it! I dont understand Gods way of thinking! Im not happy! I would be if I could create my own songs and perform! God is not following through! Is this a sign he does not want me to be a performing artist! Then what am I suppose to care about! Im an artist that cant do any art! I think you have to be rich to be an artist or you have no place of solitude to work on art! My sensitivities are not working for art! they are shutting down because their is no place to practice! I cant even afford to take care of my teeth! Im not sure I understand! nothing makes any sense! |
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