I saw this women I liked; she was sending me signals as if she was needy or wanted to be saved; I desired to save her! She was gone suddenly! I saw her page on face book and friended her! I had all kinds of good feelings about it! I was wrong! I didn't know who I was dealing with! I left a comment on her page telling her how hot she was and that I was hoping she would come back! She came back; but I was not of her interest; I think; I think she is cute and knows it and plays plenty of guys including me! now; I have to live with this when I see her! I have to learn to ignore her! its disappointing!
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I feel like Im the guy that will never have a girlfriend! Im getting to the point that I do not trust anyone anymore! The problem is; Im not the only one!
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Im hanging in their! Im working with the universe to get a girlfriend! a decent person in her place around men! Im not interested in anyone else!
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Its possible Im sending out signals to the universe that are different then what I want in a women! Im saying I want one thing and thinking something else! Dont know!
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And I realized; if Im chasing something; Im not allowing source energy of the universe to bring me someone! I thought who I was chasing was brought to me by the universe; I was very wrong I think!
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Its getting old; all of this! I have to keep working with the universe; keep aligning with the universe!
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I realize Im going through a lot of the wrong people to get to the right ones! I have to believe and keep at it!