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- July 2019
Things continue to change
   Sun Jul 21, 2019 10:53 pm
the strange world of getting better did
   Sun Jul 21, 2019 4:36 pm
This is not going to be easy.
   Sun Jul 21, 2019 10:47 am
Identity 101; so; it officinally begins; the rebuilding
   Sun Jul 21, 2019 2:25 am
Something positive is happening
   Sat Jul 20, 2019 11:54 pm
The Beatles
   Sat Jul 20, 2019 6:04 am
A place exists
   Fri Jul 19, 2019 11:21 pm
Things are changing again
   Fri Jul 19, 2019 3:41 pm
Things are heating up; Im now backing down
   Fri Jul 19, 2019 9:06 am
I have CPTSD
   Wed Jul 17, 2019 4:47 pm
Real changes are occurring
   Tue Jul 16, 2019 10:46 am
Coming back into the present
   Tue Jul 16, 2019 2:32 am
Im extremely frustrated
   Mon Jul 15, 2019 11:14 pm
Fining myself or facing myself
   Mon Jul 15, 2019 8:39 pm
Im beginning to understand
   Sun Jul 14, 2019 3:30 pm
Visualizing
   Fri Jul 12, 2019 8:28 pm
Starting from the beginning
   Fri Jul 12, 2019 3:35 pm
The trap house part 2
   Fri Jul 12, 2019 3:13 pm
The trap house; I only knew about; In the end I win
   Fri Jul 12, 2019 1:15 am
Massive Mega paradigm shift
   Thu Jul 11, 2019 3:01 pm
First post recovery conversation
   Wed Jul 10, 2019 9:55 pm
Dating and Art
   Wed Jul 10, 2019 4:44 pm
movement
   Tue Jul 09, 2019 5:56 pm
childhood abandonment
   Mon Jul 08, 2019 3:23 pm
Being single
   Mon Jul 08, 2019 3:53 am
Preview: PTSD; High School
   Sat Jul 06, 2019 10:31 pm
Fear
   Sat Jul 06, 2019 4:34 pm
Ive found some answers
   Sat Jul 06, 2019 12:41 pm
D.I.D; let me introduce myself
   Sat Jul 06, 2019 12:23 pm
PTSD; dealing with triggers.
   Fri Jul 05, 2019 5:32 am
Making me into a loser; its all about the critical voice
   Thu Jul 04, 2019 6:08 pm
Molding sound like clay; having reasons; Things are changing
   Wed Jul 03, 2019 4:25 pm
critical voice
   Wed Jul 03, 2019 6:38 am
Toxic shame
   Tue Jul 02, 2019 11:05 pm
Ive found some answers
   Tue Jul 02, 2019 7:59 am

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Made a mistake!

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Thu Jun 28, 2018 6:40 pm

I saw this women I liked; she was sending me signals as if she was needy or wanted to be saved; I desired to save her! She was gone suddenly! I saw her page on face book and friended her! I had all kinds of good feelings about it! I was wrong! I didn't know who I was dealing with! I left a comment on her page telling her how hot she was and that I was hoping she would come back! She came back; but I was not of her interest; I think; I think she is cute and knows it and plays plenty of guys including me! now; I have to live with this when I see her! I have to learn to ignore her! its disappointing!
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I feel like Im the guy that will never have a girlfriend! Im getting to the point that I do not trust anyone anymore! The problem is; Im not the only one!
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Im hanging in their! Im working with the universe to get a girlfriend! a decent person in her place around men! Im not interested in anyone else!
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Its possible Im sending out signals to the universe that are different then what I want in a women! Im saying I want one thing and thinking something else! Dont know!
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And I realized; if Im chasing something; Im not allowing source energy of the universe to bring me someone! I thought who I was chasing was brought to me by the universe; I was very wrong I think!
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Its getting old; all of this! I have to keep working with the universe; keep aligning with the universe!
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I realize Im going through a lot of the wrong people to get to the right ones! I have to believe and keep at it!

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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