AVPD/Dissociative disorder! This is the reason Im not walking up and talking to people!
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I have face what its going to take to over come these conditions in order to walk up to people and be charismatic, charming, outgoing, friendly, lovable huggable, expressive, happy, smiling, intelligent, intersting, fascinating person! Why? Because I am all of these things!
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When Im up agains and around others; I get freaked out; enraged; violently possible; defensive, withdrawn, like a beat abused dog ready to attack anyone that tries to harm me!
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Im responding with violent stance!
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Possibly, I need to be around better people! regardless! what ever I need; I have to go for it! get to a point to become an open spontaneous person and thus; find myself around other open people!
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A plan will be brought to me by the universe!
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What is stopping me from being around women; AVPD/Dissociative disorder!