My next big move is to let go of past trauma; relive it; look at it; know Im safe where Im at in the present and work through stuff! .
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Lots of horrible bulling in every direction from the beginning of my life! I did not know I was going to be abused! I did not know I was going to be an abused child! I was being thrown away and neglected from the day I was born! I did not know! As a child; you dont know! Or many dont know; they think they must work harder but everything is normal!
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So; I have allot of bulling stuff and many more things to work through!