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Isolation!

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Mon Oct 01, 2018 2:50 am

So; dealing with isolation; is a problem!
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Girlfriends; thats a big problem! I have to keep working on it!
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The problem with girlfriends is; I dont know any!
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So; the more I open up! I guess; I dont have a clue accept to trust my inner being sending me to the right people and places and things to open up!
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The places I get recovery; the women are not trust worthy! they are 2 faced back stabbers! not my kind of people! no conscious about it especially when they want to look good! I walk away from them and ignore them permanently! Ive been caught in may traps where I almost got involved with them! But I didnt!
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Anyway! The problem is; I dont know anyone else! thats the problem! and I dont know where to meet anyone else! I just dont know anything else to say! I dont know who to date!
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Ive work with the laws of attraction and the universe! I dont know what to say!
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Im working on learning how to get out of my shell! thats the best way to put it!
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I am learning some things! I dont like being at meetings with women in them; not the kind that think they got it going on! Im ok with regular people who dont think they got it going on!
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The point is; I have to work with the universe until this passes! I know the type of women I like; their humble! thats the best thing I can say! sweet and humble! And I like that kind of person! However, I need to meet that kind of person!
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So; getting out into the world again is hard! I think an act of gratitude will be in order because I am starting over and should be grateful for it!
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anyway! when I become the kind of person that is approachable! things will change I think!
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I have to work with the universe; thats what counts!

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
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