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Interacting with women through conversation

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Fri Apr 22, 2016 1:10 pm

Taking it to the next step; The next step is not sex; its simply how Introduce myself for the day and how I begin the conversions with women! how comfortable I am!

How successful a man is with women will determine his happiness! Women are glued into society! they are the fabric of society! when a man is " in" with women, he becomes a very happy person! Being in with women means being comfortable around them and understanding them!

I watched all this porn for most of my life! I was not trapped in porn; I was trapped by the psychopaths who trapped me in my mind within fear! I was a robot that did not have the right to use my body! I could watch porn and a few other things, but nothing else! I was controlled! I was trapped, thats why I watched porn; I did not have permission to use my body for anything else! Porn was an acceptable outlet as long as no one else rented me!

I guess some people get addicted to porn! I don't see it that way! I would rather be addicted to women and free to concentrate on them; this does not happen by giving up porn! because I never watched porn for any other reason then safety! it was safer then being in the outside world! As the outside world becomes a safer place! and I can spend more time around the real thing; women; why would I go back to porn! for what! I would slowly forget about porn! Possibly at times I would go back to watching hot lesbian kissing videos; or hot porn star asian women making out with each other! but if your with a bunch of real women, and they are in your bed all the time; when or why would you have time for porn! you would be wiped out by this point! to tired!

If you can make out with some hot chick; why would you then ice it up with porn! for what! instead, you would simply drop into sleep!

One area of interest is using Law of Attraction techniques; manifestation of desire to end goal; concerning women!

Visualizing in first person; all of these women in your room naked and in your bed! let that grow in my imagination until it grows wings and starts to walk and talk and become real! Then you go out into the real world and see what happened!

You don't learn much about women from watching porn!

I had to restudy women! everything I could until a picture began to emerge! I had to relearn how to trust women again! Im starting to!

I attract women! and would like to attract all of them all the time! I would love to be comfortable around women! giving them back rubs and hugs and deep conversations about their potential and futures!

A man that is inline with women, or right, with women is a happy man!

When women like you; they like you! Im finding that female preselection is absolutely important at all aspects! If I hug a women in front of another women after another women gets done talking with me; then I start up a conversation with another women, and it goes so deep, she jumps over and sits by me to tell me more about herself and wont leave until another women pulls her away from me; this kind of thing makes other women very curious about me and want to touch me and be near me! This happened yesterday!

Im scared tho! I need practice sitting next to women and starting up conversations! thats the next big thing! learn to sit with them and talk with them!

Ive got the other parts down! I can ask them out, tell them their cute, get their number!

The biggest issue after this is sex! Honestly, Im not sure! Im not sure what kind of relationship to have with a women, when I can technically sleep with 20 of them; I would rather sleep with all of them and date each one for one week! but I don't know if women like this! I don't know! I know women like sex! I just hope for awhile they let me have sex with all of them! I will ask them! I will tell them what I want!

Soulmate; Im working with the Laws of attraction! I have to learn to make it fact with no doubts when it comes to women; who I want to be with!

I must keep working at it and working with God!

As I mentioned! the number one issue is being so scared to get close to a women and start a conversation when I want to have sex with her!

And Ive learned, I must not give her attention, stare at her hot body! leave it be! when things are right she will show up around me and I will sit with her talk with her!

Dissociative Disorder
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