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OMNICELL
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Finding my voice
   Tue Aug 20, 2019 4:47 pm
Three important conversations with women
   Tue Aug 20, 2019 1:39 am
I letting socioapths attack me again; abuse me; feel demoralized
   Mon Aug 19, 2019 11:23 am
Mellowing; and idea of exploring the entrances to the gap...
   Mon Aug 19, 2019 1:20 am
A house and a backyard and 4 walls and a hobby
   Sun Aug 18, 2019 1:09 am
moving into know mans land (positive); and then through
   Fri Aug 16, 2019 9:41 pm
The Gap
   Wed Aug 14, 2019 8:37 pm
Teenage years
   Wed Aug 14, 2019 2:25 am
finding and painting rocks
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 5:14 pm
Expressing my feelings
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 3:26 pm
I know Ive never met any women to date ever....
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 11:02 am
Being alone all of my life with out women or a relationship
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 10:16 am
The wright brothers created plaines; Im creating my new life
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 8:41 am
A new era is starting; But Ive got problems
   Mon Aug 12, 2019 12:19 pm
Signs of the end is here; and a new era starting
   Sun Aug 11, 2019 6:13 pm
Trapped between 2 worlds
   Sun Aug 11, 2019 3:23 pm
Things are getting better; Im still fat; I got a problem
   Fri Aug 09, 2019 11:38 pm
Women have defeated me? and I feel deated? #1
   Fri Aug 09, 2019 6:45 am
Plans from the universe; they have cometh
   Wed Aug 07, 2019 4:39 pm
breaking things and coming together
   Wed Aug 07, 2019 11:44 am
What am I thinking about
   Wed Aug 07, 2019 4:16 am
That breaking point
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 8:45 pm
Needing my mothers permission
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 5:47 pm
And another day
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 5:03 pm
Im so right in the middle of the promises
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 4:35 pm
whats missing with music; live playing
   Mon Aug 05, 2019 11:22 pm
Women and John Denver
   Sun Aug 04, 2019 11:33 pm
Bulling
   Sun Aug 04, 2019 1:33 am
art images coming back and other things; taking action
   Sat Aug 03, 2019 8:35 pm
I wasn't suppose to break the my first girls heart....
   Sat Aug 03, 2019 12:47 pm
Take my mother out of the picture; what do I get.
   Fri Aug 02, 2019 11:47 pm
Where am at right now.
   Thu Aug 01, 2019 11:30 am

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Interacting with immature people!

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sat Sep 08, 2018 4:22 am

I've been dealing with immature people; and Ive been dealing with self centered spoiled people who have no consequence to their actions; Complete entitlement! Im talking about the middle class; not the poor! It is not the poor that think they are entitled; they know better; it is the middle classes and rich!
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Im trying to look back and see what went wrong! I continue to attempt to want to be treated with respect and it never happens! Its not happening because of the continued idiots I associate with! But its worse then this! they are not my friends! and take advantage and Im trying to learn how to make it stop! and I think the key is; God put me in situations for my recovery process; this was never done to make friends with the people in those processes; that would come later!
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If I attempt to let my guard down; Im taken advantage of; it happens when Im sitting by those in close approximate that problems start!
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I have to remember; non of these places were safe; ever safe in the first places; non of them! ever!
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They destroy my serenity! I have to remember who Im dealing with! A kind of spoiled immature! the kind that causes great difficulty to honorable decent people! They are well educated and think they've got it going on! They are lawless spoiled! I don't like them or want them around me! Im only around them or in the same rooms because Im trying to sincerely get better!
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I have this problem; Im so desperate not to be alone; I attach myself to what ever is around me and try to convince myself that everything is Ok; I have a new family and Im being taken care of! In reality; they are not my family and do not care about me or what happens to me ; they are not safe and are my enemies! I make the mistake of getting close to them so I can feel like Im in a family! This problem has been happening all over the place for the last couple of months as I slowly get better! Im interacting more and interacting less with people!
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Im in a real vulnerable spot and have to ask God where Im suppose to go to get the recovery I need! Im not sure! its very frustrating!
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Im trying to make the next level development with people!
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Im working with the universe for what direction to go!

Dissociative Disorder
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AVPD; Social avoidance
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