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Interacting with immature people!

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sat Sep 08, 2018 4:22 am

I've been dealing with immature people; and Ive been dealing with self centered spoiled people who have no consequence to their actions; Complete entitlement! Im talking about the middle class; not the poor! It is not the poor that think they are entitled; they know better; it is the middle classes and rich!
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Im trying to look back and see what went wrong! I continue to attempt to want to be treated with respect and it never happens! Its not happening because of the continued idiots I associate with! But its worse then this! they are not my friends! and take advantage and Im trying to learn how to make it stop! and I think the key is; God put me in situations for my recovery process; this was never done to make friends with the people in those processes; that would come later!
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If I attempt to let my guard down; Im taken advantage of; it happens when Im sitting by those in close approximate that problems start!
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I have to remember; non of these places were safe; ever safe in the first places; non of them! ever!
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They destroy my serenity! I have to remember who Im dealing with! A kind of spoiled immature! the kind that causes great difficulty to honorable decent people! They are well educated and think they've got it going on! They are lawless spoiled! I don't like them or want them around me! Im only around them or in the same rooms because Im trying to sincerely get better!
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I have this problem; Im so desperate not to be alone; I attach myself to what ever is around me and try to convince myself that everything is Ok; I have a new family and Im being taken care of! In reality; they are not my family and do not care about me or what happens to me ; they are not safe and are my enemies! I make the mistake of getting close to them so I can feel like Im in a family! This problem has been happening all over the place for the last couple of months as I slowly get better! Im interacting more and interacting less with people!
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Im in a real vulnerable spot and have to ask God where Im suppose to go to get the recovery I need! Im not sure! its very frustrating!
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Im trying to make the next level development with people!
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Im working with the universe for what direction to go!

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