So, what would I be like if I had no excuses! What would I be like around others if I had no sorrow or pain! What would I be like! If I was a person with no pain, I would be able to walk up to someone and not care what they think or who they are; Im not looking for anything from them; Im blinding giving off or out attention! I would not care! I would walk up to them and be myself; outgoing! I would learn to take an interest in them in an outgoing way!
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If did not have problems with people, I would have to get a life!
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Confidence solves allot of problems! With confidence; Im no longer afraid! However, to gain confidence is to face things face to face; and this takes courage! its fearful; one can see the real me; the pain, the hurt, the sorrow, the real struggle! and see that I have no confidence around people! I don't; nothing!
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The goal is to make people laugh and feel loved and warmth; this means I have to love my life first; for how can I give something unless I first have it!
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When I see someone, do I judge them; it has to stop because it separates me from them! It separates me from any group Im in! Im not sociable! This means, all judgments stop at the door and I learn to have a friendly personality when around others! And then concentrate on getting my real life back!