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Independence

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Wed Jul 25, 2018 5:44 pm

Im watching vids of LOA teachers; manifesting teachers that are quit interesting; for they are independent! they travel and live and have no dependence; They are independence! I feel like a dependent child that cant leave my room! However, they have what I want; and I want to let go of resistance to get to this point; a point of independent independence! I would call it growing up! the problem is how; when I don't have the original family system I came from! I was thrown out or given away or neglected out by that system! And Im trying to go through the developmental time periods I missed; not easy! However, with the universes help and my ability to admit and feel the negative things; embrace them and just feel them and move on; excluding them wont work; I have to make peace with them and not let them bother me; change my reaction!
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Art is working for me; its the catalyst I asked the universe for; that it be a beginning into a new life; an occupational interest; a natural expression I like; I had to fight for this; like a civil war! I got it; got it back; its mine now!
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So; its one battle at a time to regain self; my identity; taking it back from those who stole it from me!

Dissociative Disorder
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