Big problem with the general public is communicating correctly so I don't appear creepy! Unfortunately, My condition resembles autism when social! Im clumsy, not trained in basic communication up close! Timing is pathological and off! My feelings are no present! Im now learning about how to feel while present; Im now learning how to have friends!
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Creepy vs cool!
Im a cool guy; Im also on a disability for Dissociative disorder! Im at the point that I can let others in and Im able to hug people; to a point!
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Texting, talking, up close in u grill; thats another story! Being in the tension of people up close; Im now able to be in that tension a bit; just a small bit!
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Im able to have some what normal conversations about things other then myself and my mental condition or recovery work or therapists and such!
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Texting; the art of texting; Im bran new! and the timing of such things and to whom? Asking for phone numbers; getting phone numbers; Getting those phone numbers in the cell phone correctly! re asking for phone numbers because I made mistakes with my phone or Im not present enough to remember anything!
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Making friends; going places; doing things!
Communicating with people that appear distant emotionally! Trying to walk over and help them; only to find they were fine and not thinking about me in the first place; and learning to brush it off and go back n sit down and like myself! Letting things brush off my back!
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Dealing with women; not going defensive and thinking about all that could go wrong if Im with them or with them in a deeper relationship! Less thinking and more spontaneous performing artist in front of others! express myself and my feelings and emotions! let it out; be free! becoming social!
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Responding to people! Ive got friends now! I have to learn to respond to them! Theirs a responsibility involved!
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Not being creepy with the cell phone because I don't know when to call or text or facebook messaging or what ever!
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Moving on to other social media!
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taking social chances!
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Getting into shape; and I am; losing weight!
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Being positive! being happy! Im working on this!
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Understanding that others have feelings and their not all here to serve me because of my righteous plight in the world of sorrow and martyrism.
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I have to call back; get back to them; walk over and talk to them; they are human; they are not cartoons in my depersonalized 2 demential world.
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Getting on with my hobbies and my occupations of interest~
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always working on success based thinking and reading and studying skills!