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Immaturity

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Mon Jan 14, 2013 11:06 pm

Im to immature for a girl friend!,

I attract top notch beautiful women in a group.. Part of it is the way I dress, hold myself, and look. The other half is the way I talk... I get picked... Im one of those that gets picked by top level women. ITs just the way it is..

Hears the deal, and what a horrible unbelievable thing that I gotta say.. Right now because of the PTSD stuff and dissociative stuff( I am getting much better), Im still not able.

Im to immature for a girlfriend.

The girls that have taken interest in having a relationship with me have kids, they are women who are used to going out with the best men, best looking out of the whole group of groups.. These women have gone out of there way to wait for me patiently, that I grab them and take the next step and be there boy friend... When they realize I cant, they immediately move on... They do not know about the PTSD breakdowns that I have..

THey move on to other men. Men that have had kids, or men that are strong men with massive experience.. Men that all women want.. I am then ousted into the realm of the hated leper.. Im treated like I was never born.. Its horrible. The problem is: Im not a real man. Not the kind they need. Im immature, Im like a teenager or a nine year old. Im to immature for a girlfriend. I know this will get better over time. Im just starting to wake up after 35 years. Its very slow process... -

At times I can follow through with something.. Yet, not with the whole process. I hope to have better results later.....

THis is a tuff thing....

Ive lost several women because of this!

Im to immature for a girlfriend.!

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