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Im now in the middle of breaking through

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sun Sep 02, 2018 5:37 pm

Im now in the middle of breaking through; breaking through the ages of 8 to 12 years old! or 9 and 13; or 10 and 14; what ever this means; it means; dating again; asking women out; making out; having girlfriends! We will see; the developmental trauma disorder I suffer from is still here; However, Im not going to allow it to krump- my life!
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Im in the middle of seeing the past PTSD world as a PTSD world and not a real world! And Im willing to stop and feel the pain; sit with it; and say " Im OK" with it! and move forward!
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What does all this mean; it means opening up dead memories from the past that lead to other hidden memories of my life during that age; beyond the horrors and sadness and being scared to death and terrorized and thrown away!
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It means getting my original opinions of life back; and how I see things; getting out of being frozen in time!
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So; Im in the middle of it! One can tell their slowly coming through things
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The goal and key is to trust and work with the universe and keep going; keep going through it util I re serface into now!

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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