I dont understand why this is so hard. I feel like God is not going to allow me to have a girlfriend. Ill die alone. What did I do to deserve this? what did I do to God... Theirs just no one.
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Ill study more I guess. Here we go again; more time; more energy reading dating books on how to pick up women. How to be what their looking for; how to be a complete man nonsense.
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I dont know. I have no idea. Im getting old. Ive never had a girlfriend. Nothing.
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I just doesn't seem fair.... What did I to do God that he cant match me up with at least one person.
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Safety is the number one issue for me; I have to feel safe; I dont want so 2 faced Ho around me. I want someone in their place and aligned with themselves and with God. No more games. ..
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I just want someone nice. I have no idea where to go; nothing...
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Ill keep working with God; but I really think Ill be single all my life. I see nothing; no one. Nothing.
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I dont seem to b e attracting anyone; nothing. zero...
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