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OMNICELL
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I know this girl!

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Tue Aug 14, 2018 1:47 am

SO; I know this girl; ie; women!
Ive been wanting to manifest an Asian+soulmate from Hawaii! or something to do with Hawaii! So, after a few women left the area i might have been interested in! She appears out of nowhere! I know she likes me! Ive known her before! but Im not hitting on her! its my defenses again! If this is not obvious; I dont know what is! but im not able to hit on her all at once! and Ive told the universe! I feel like its a waist of time with this person! I know she likes me; but im still scared she is going out with someone else already; she is very good looking! I feel like ill make a fool out of myself if I ask her out and find out I was wrong! I dont want to make a fool out of myself in front of a women; its not why Im interacting with them! I had a psychopathic mother; nuff said! no mother; just a monster and I had to deal with serious dangerous levels of relational aggression!
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Im working with the universe and because of inconsistencies with these women; i simply pull back and stay away! Something is always wrong!
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I have to align with the universe! its 2 big a chance for me to take with these women; its 2 much for me; I dont trust them!
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So; the universe has got to bring me another plan! something different! and I have to keep asking for this plan that is different! Im looking for a door to open that actually says im invited and its not to be eaten!
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Im scared and want to be around women that make me feel safe; I dont want to get tuck with a tramp! or a Ho! I want to know that the women Im with is sent by the universe or no go!

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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