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Finding my voice
   Tue Aug 20, 2019 4:47 pm
Three important conversations with women
   Tue Aug 20, 2019 1:39 am
I letting socioapths attack me again; abuse me; feel demoralized
   Mon Aug 19, 2019 11:23 am
Mellowing; and idea of exploring the entrances to the gap...
   Mon Aug 19, 2019 1:20 am
A house and a backyard and 4 walls and a hobby
   Sun Aug 18, 2019 1:09 am
moving into know mans land (positive); and then through
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The Gap
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Teenage years
   Wed Aug 14, 2019 2:25 am
finding and painting rocks
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 5:14 pm
Expressing my feelings
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 3:26 pm
I know Ive never met any women to date ever....
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 11:02 am
Being alone all of my life with out women or a relationship
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 10:16 am
The wright brothers created plaines; Im creating my new life
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 8:41 am
A new era is starting; But Ive got problems
   Mon Aug 12, 2019 12:19 pm
Signs of the end is here; and a new era starting
   Sun Aug 11, 2019 6:13 pm
Trapped between 2 worlds
   Sun Aug 11, 2019 3:23 pm
Things are getting better; Im still fat; I got a problem
   Fri Aug 09, 2019 11:38 pm
Women have defeated me? and I feel deated? #1
   Fri Aug 09, 2019 6:45 am
Plans from the universe; they have cometh
   Wed Aug 07, 2019 4:39 pm
breaking things and coming together
   Wed Aug 07, 2019 11:44 am
What am I thinking about
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That breaking point
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 8:45 pm
Needing my mothers permission
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 5:47 pm
And another day
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 5:03 pm
Im so right in the middle of the promises
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 4:35 pm
whats missing with music; live playing
   Mon Aug 05, 2019 11:22 pm
Women and John Denver
   Sun Aug 04, 2019 11:33 pm
Bulling
   Sun Aug 04, 2019 1:33 am
art images coming back and other things; taking action
   Sat Aug 03, 2019 8:35 pm
I wasn't suppose to break the my first girls heart....
   Sat Aug 03, 2019 12:47 pm
Take my mother out of the picture; what do I get.
   Fri Aug 02, 2019 11:47 pm
Where am at right now.
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I have a hate problem with women!

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Wed Sep 12, 2018 9:50 am

Im not sure; I have a hate problem with women; I think its a general hatred toward society; but its importance is with women simply because I want a soulmate! Something is wrong! I dont want a hate problem with women!
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I glanced at some pictures of women I have on one of my FB sites and felt hatred and contempt! real hate! and I thought! OK; whats that from! Is it from women; or what they stand for! an economic scale I cant complete with! something like that! Im not in their league no matter what I do! something like that! its like prejudice against me! I get tired of it after awhile! Im never good enough or seen by anyone!
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I have no idea where to fit in! Im not apart of society so I dont shine anywhere! regardless!
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Im working with the universe for a girlfriend! I have to change inside! I know allot of white women that like me; I want an Asian women; thats what is suppose to happen!
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I dont know; The culture Im from; a trauma culture is the one I should be associating with! I would say I love the women in that group! I mean; they dont cause me any harm! the rest of the world; I dont care about I guess! I dont know! I mean; I care about everyone but I have to care about myself first!
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Im trying to find myself! Im trying to find my people; those Im suppose to be around! Ive tried being around street level people in 12 step groups with drug problems and other problems; all I found were allot of thugs and thug princesses! No morals when it comes to relationships! they lead people on and break their hearts a thousand times; sociopathic! no conscious about dating one person and sleep with someone else at the same time or going after someone else in front of the person their with! its complete arrogance! and many of the women are like this! its crazy!
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Women dont need relationships to have babies! So; what do they need men for! They dont! They need them for quick relationships! thats the way it seems! I dont trust them; I dont trust women and I dont trust anyone! but I do trust people that prove themselves to me! but what does that mean!
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I guess what Im saying is; theirs allot of people out here I dont trust! I do trust some women and I do trust some of the guys Ive met in my life! but close friends; not to many!
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I guess what Im bitching about it; Im not sure where my next girlfriend is coming from! I have a clearer picture of who she is! what Im looking for! but I have no idea who she is or where she is coming from!
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Im told it does not matter; the universe supplies the how; I supply the " what I want and why"

Dissociative Disorder
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AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
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