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| Author: | OMNICELL [ Mon Feb 17, 2014 6:11 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | I don't want to write a blog here today |
I don't feel like writing a blog on this site today! Im still starving and broken and weak. After all Ive been through, I still have to deal with sickening creepoz interesting; some of them think Im a worthless drifter! Im been treated like garbage by these people. The profile of self I reflect to the world is false. If you talk like a psycho, act like as drifter, dress like a bum! no one sees the real you! and thats the point! Im not always looking or acting like a bum! Im still the hardened addict at times. No one knows anything else or could appreciate anything else! Never give what is valuable to pigs n swim, lest they trample you under there feet and turn and tear you into pieces. Stay far away from them or they will consume you and kill you in that order; murderers do such things. Those with contempt who think they are Gods are not worth my time. Sick people; I am a Sadomasochist; philosophically speaking! I like pain that kills! I find controlling sociopaths make the best friends. I have 2 people in me! one is the adult that does not want to be hurt, and one is the small child that wants to be beaten down and controlled. I am getting better, I have to remember, I have to learn to forgive "I forgive everyone and prey they have everything I could ever want in my life" 20 times! --------- Im not sure what to do when I freeze from terror! What happened to me was murder. My life was destroyed and I need never forget that. Give permission of those in authority to use you as an outsider and they will! My history was snuffed out! as if I was never born. |
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