I've only loved one person in my life romantically. The rest of the time I've been lost.
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My intimacy was ruined. I'm trying to wake it up beyond the PTSD.
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I have to trust the universe; this is what scares me.
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It scares me to trust the universe. The universe was not there for me as a child.
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I'm scared to trust anyone or anything. Its nerve-wracking to work with the universe.
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Intimacy has to do with meeting the right person.
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Im truly alone; like a house bound animal. I've been through too much trauma.
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Ill keep working with the universe and learn to attract what I want