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Happiness

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sat Dec 09, 2017 5:41 am

What a cool goal; happiness! This means, In my present situation regardless of my past! Im happy! What a great goal; this means happy all the way through! It means 100% in control of this life; how I feel, how I want to feel; what I want to feel like! My choice; not the worlds, not the pasts; mine!
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I have allot of Goals! My mind is becoming enriched; and all of this notice without parents or a past that ever supported it! I was in a state of complete despair and ill repair! And now Im talking the way Im talking; its crazy! But its real! Ive earned it! Ive earned my life to come back!
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Happiness is such a " Im the creator of my life" thing! It can be what ever I want to be now; as if I was just born and never knew anything else! Live right now; for the moment in this moment! Ive been working hard on positive attitudes! and learning how to use my imagination to create desires and feed them and build them and take care of them, just like taking care of a child; water them feed them plant goals food! And its enriched my mind the way loving parents would have enriched my mind and Im feeling the sunshine of it! its great! Its a start! Ive been working on it for 4 years! and Im beginning to see many benefits of success based positive thinking; think and grow rich concepts and ideas and a way of life!
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Being happy, the freedom to " i wanna feel good" " what turns my lights on" " Today is my favorite day" " everything is always working out for me" the universe has got my back"!
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Happy has to do with what Im thinking about; it means I have dominant thoughts. I dont focus on the negative.
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The cool thing is; Im still at it; and getting more into it! its great! it can be lonely at times; its hard work! Im still learning how to work through the gaps. Gaps are areas I cant get to from here! I have to find pathways set up by God and slowly take action and move down these new smaller journeys to get to the bigger ones! but the universe knows this and I work with the universe on this stuff! and Im learning how to do these things! but it would be great to be happy! it just would! it would be great! It would be great to know I dont have to live by any conditions! I can simply be happy and feel happy and seek happy! I know that when Im happy; this happy frequency will attract other things at its resinating level! This means, I attract more people and places and things that are successful and happy!
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The freedom of being happy simply because I dont have conditions; I can do what ever I want! And the first thing a person with the freedom to do what he wants; happiness all the time! how great! And no need or interest for anyone from the past to show up! I dont need the old false best friend or the first girl I loved or the false brothers! or fake goofy goody goody pretenders! I dont need them; I just dont; Im learning about self love!
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Self love! Ive been working on it for a while! it was a big mystery for a long time! I realized after I started to receive self love that the contrast to this; I had no love! I had a body full of amnesia and numbness with no notice by anyone ever and no love from anywhere for a very long long time! Im not sure I ever had any love ever! the world did not want me or love me and care if I was born! my body went to sleep, my personality disintegrated and my mind went away; far away! Things are in repair now and Im slowly choosing to show up to self; and its showing!

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