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Getting stronger; not their yet!

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sat Aug 18, 2018 4:30 am

Im getting stronger and more attached as a human being; Im recovering! My primary interests is in relationships! I have to allow source energy to bring them to me!
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Im finding some problems; I need them to much; relationships!
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Im still needy; Im not happy or myself; not yet! Im getting their!
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I will not be in a relationship until I dont need it but want it! and Im getting their because Im forcing the universe to make it so; bring me back to solid ground!
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Im learning that first, I have a relationship with myself and God; a really strong relationship with the universe; then ; when Im strong and inline and relationships come; I will take a chance and attempt to make things work; if they work fine; if not; Ill move on! I want no imaginative nonsense about it! However, this does not mean I wont try for a positive outcome of things! work at it!
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Most of my friends are in relationships where their getting used! The women are infedeliety and dont seem to care! In some cases; they've stated their grounds that they like sex and cant guarantee they will be faithful! My God; Id dump the Ho! Im mean; seriously?
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I know allot of guys that are part of the "male dumbed down" society! the women their with have been manipulating them from the beginning; they marry you; have a kid; now they've got what they want; they play innocent; then blame the guy for their break up; take the kid; keep their status with their girlfriends; another single man with kids and everything fine; They used the guy to get a kid; thats all it was! Ive seen this over n over no over; it scares me; i dont want this type of thing happening for me!
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So; in relationships! I have to get stronger. the goal is to be able to let go of he outcome of needing anyone and look at it as wanting the experience of being with someone!
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Im knew to all this; we will see what happens!

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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