Harder n harder to loose weight; not a problem; its just a war; and a knock down drag out fight when I decide its time to loose all the weight; Im out their; out walking and riding the mountain bike; it will take what it takes.
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Im starting to wake up; face people; this is directly waking up; this had not happened for 40 years or more; probably lots more.
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So, Im slowly coming back to life; I haven’t been strong enough for direct reality; I stay in a dissociated state. things are now changing; my new beliefs are changing everything. Im getting stronger.
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Im working hard on new stories for my new life. even thinking about getting a car; dont know how that will happen; have to believe that can happen; and their it is.