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Friends taking the place of false friends

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sat Oct 07, 2017 10:15 am

Friends taking the place of incorrect friends! I found myself as a child around the wrong people in the wrong neighborhood! these were upper class people; money wise! These were not my people! they were filth! worthless human beings! all of them! all the ones I met! I care not to know anymore about them; the rich! Don't get me wrong; I like their money! The money part is fine! Im working on a better attitude concerning wealth and money. They were little more then pathological performers; These people thought they were superior to everyone and yet very productive people with high level educations! But they would stab you in the back for a buck! and you would never see it coming! they would be-friend you if you wanted it; their heart never with you! but you would not know it! They are masters at hiding the truth; your being used; why?, you are around them because they want something; they are using you, you dont know it! ruthless cunning and predatorial in nature; if you dont bother their nests they wont come to yours! I made the mistake of going to theirs and being led on then dropped! They were never friends of mine!
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Im now asking God for real friends! real people and real place to live and people to be around; real people; nothing like what I came from! I was used and fooled! I was an exploited child! THE SUICIDAL ADOLESCENT—THE EXPENDABLE CHILD; I was a throw away and Im attempting to work through it, come up from it and move forward back into a life! its all very hard! it would be easier with the right people around me! real friends that see me for who I am! I will have to work with God on this ! Ive been around the wrong people!
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In the recovery process one accepts who they deal with; I cant control who's in the rooms with me! and when needy, I would take attention from anyone; it mattered not! were they my friends? no, I had no friends or the ability to connect with anyone! I just needed love and attention from someone, anyone! so, I took what I could get! the people giving it were strangers!
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As I work through my problems; I would like real friends again; not people that marginalize me and put up conditions to know them! I would like the right type of people around me!
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IVe been scared of the middle class! I dont like them! they were fake wanna be'zzz! I No disrespect to the general masses; but the general masses are not for me! Im a bit more sensitive! I will call out to God for help with this and bring real people around me!
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Im at the beginning of a new life; or the dawn of it! Its very close! Im simply walking with God, holding his hand as he leads me from my past life back into the present life!

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
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