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forgiveness

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Wed Jan 06, 2016 11:34 am

And I must learn forgiveness! And continue with it!

I had my inheritance stolen from me and this is a hard one! I got succored at a weak moment, and swindled out of me!

Its hard because I signed the papers! And it was theirs! And I shall never see it again! This possession that was left to me! It is now in the hands of thieves! And that ######6 burns me up! However,!

#1 rule! Let the ######6 land go! You must save your soul from the feeling of revenge! One must forgive!

"I forgive those who stole my land and pray they have everything I could ever want in my life"; over n over n over; 20 times at a time! And over and over and over again, until you no longer remember the land or them! You don't need it anyway!

God is my master and this is just a test to see who I will serve! Its important to turn to God and take the case to God until God decides on it! And in the process, you are working on the resentments!

Resentments;

If I have resentments! Im mad at my self because of the way I acted or allowed others to roll over me and not fight back!

Whats my roll in it! So that I may do something different next time and learn from my mistake! I was born on planet earth and thats half the problem!

I must keep asking the Universe and God for help until I can get this rage out of my system! For good!

The idea is; I do not remember those who left me land, had land, owed me land, left me land, or stole my land! It's not my land!
If God wanted me to have land, I would have it! If I wanted land, I could manifest it in my mind and find new land! However, Im more interested in getting back at those who ###$ with me!

The problem with revenge, it eats up the soul of those who are looking for the revenge! It's a no win situation!
To live; one must free himself of such things quickly! And forget about all other things! Let God have the vengeance!

I must turn to God! and keep forgiving! I know that at a deeper level Im seeing these people sleeping soundly on my money from my land! that kind of thinking will kill me!

resentment work; I do this in 12 step groups using a 4th step and a sponsor! its not about ' letting go of something"! its about working through this stuff over n over n over until I finally see things from a different perspective! my thinking has changed! Im grateful not to have land! or any contact with those who stole it! I want to get 1000 miles away from anyone like this and save my soul and start my live over!

many times, bad people are looking to pull you down into their sick world, and stealing from you and making you upset is part of it! They are pathological sociopaths! and don't care! its all a joke for them! they are not human!

I have allot of work to do on this one subject! and I have mass praying to forgive my mother and father and brother and best friend! and my first soulmate! and many others!

Once you start to forgive, at some point as the person your giving leaves your nervous system, you get to see them with innocent eyes just as you did in the first place!

Because I am innocent, I saw the devil with innocent eyes! and I naively walked into his den of thieves and was slaughtered! the way to fix it! you forgive all and go back to being innocent and stay away from the evil nest and never return around it or them again! be grateful your in one piece and get the hell out of there!

revenge will take your life faster then a thief or a murder's!

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Re: forgiveness

Permanent Linkby Snaga on Fri Jan 08, 2016 12:49 am

You're completely right about revenge- and I wish more people understood that, including my Snagina. She thinks revenge and resentment and hatred are good things, but they are not. They eat a person up from the inside, and the person never realises that.
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