Ask them out!
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I have developmental trauma disorder!
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When Im around women; I freeze up; just as any 11 year old might; or 4 year old; mainly traumatized 11 or 10 year old! why? no development beyond that point!
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So; the universe has revealed this to me! Now; the universe in its own special way has developed a relationship of trust with me! I am now to ask women out! Somehow; Im not sure how; the universe has instilled this in me as if Ive graduated to this level of maturity in this specific trauma specific way! meaning; the universe is taking me back through my trauma and re growing me! I have no idea how; Ive had many experiences from the universe showing me new things; now; the universe is giving me information without experience; it feels like experience!
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I asked the universe; what if I ask someone out and they say no; the universe has instilled in me the idea " so what"; Ill turn back to the universe and the universe will bring me more women! Its a strange feeling; its like; I have permission to ask the universes women out! So; I cant be hurts; its al a universe thing; its the universes women; and I now have permission to date them!
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This answers a crucial question of; how to I proceed from here!
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The next answer that came to me; How do I know its the right women; and not someone with baggage Im going to get stuck with! the answer finally came; " take a chance and find out!" Brilliant answer from the universe; I man up and take the responsibilities for my chances; no big deal if things dont work out! its all a chance anyway!
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These answers were given in accordance with the interest in an Asian-soulmate with ties to Hawaii that I know likes me! I was stuck as to what to do about it! I would freeze up around her and I finally left the rooms I found her in and never went back! the universe brought her because the last Asian-soulmate women I liked; things did not work out right with her and she ended up with someone else! The universe always brings more women! I guess this present women was important to the universe because she's been here before and liked me before, from several years ago; and my mental condition did not allow me to ask her out! now things are different! Ive already given her a hug when I saw her! Now; she must sit next to me; and Ill get her phone number! We will see what happens and how well I do around her in the real world!