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Author:  OMNICELL [ Thu Feb 14, 2019 6:01 am ]
Blog Subject:  Fear and apprehension around women; not confidence

I have no confidence around These twisted forms of modern women. I have apprehension and mis trust.
I do trust modern women; I don't trust any women. Nothing! For good reason; Ive been around enough of them; their not all bad; unfortunately, the mis trust Goes deep. I get apprehensive around women. Im not interested in being put down by women for any reason; thats not why I would approach them.
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I like sex with women; but not modern style feminist women; Ill pass. Ill have sex with more traditional women from other countries; meaning, women that are more humble.
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One big problem is simply finding someone I actually like. I would go after someone if I actually liked them. I would not say they are hard to find. Ive never looked. Ive judged the women Im around and left it at that. accepting only the women Im around is not a brilliant strategy; I would have to find other women in other places...
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Do I know what Im looking for; maybe; but I must work with God on this and really look at what Im interested in.... And that is the most important work; knowing what Im wanting... This scares me more then anything. Im afraid of finding women that fit this then getting involved with them; only to run away because I dont match up....
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Its hard to go through the process of finding a good women; its humiliating; and truly good women are out their; but their hiding. Am I up for the hunt! And its can be so destroying when I spend allot of time looking for the right women only to be put down by the ones I find; and start over again. but; thats just the way it is..
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Something has to change within me; something; I have to become a nice person again. Something has to change. Something inside of me or Ill never have anything in life..

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