What direction do I want to go in! what do I want! source energy, help me decide what direction I want to go in! What direction do I want to go in!
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I haven't trusted directions! Ive been curtailed all my life from my life; so I closed up into a little box and never came out; and for good reason; the horrible world out in front of me was to horrible to be present for!
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I never learned how to get out of poverty! I was overwhelmed and shocked by it, plus; dissociative disorder and other problems; and Im finished off!
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Now; its different! Im trying to be myself around others and learn who I am and what I really want! it has been suggested when Im inline with myself, Im going in the right direction! So, this is my most biggest study at the moment.