The developmental years! The child years! Nothing happened! I never developed! Although I wanted to and expected to! And could not wait to be apart of my life! I assumed I would be developing! I got stuck with sycophants!
Im attempting to find out whats blocking me from relationships and activities!
For example!
I see a women and she's checking me out! What do I do?! Why would I ask this question! Whats really blocking me? Something is blocking me! Im seeing inadequacy as a problem! Im seeing sex as a problem! Being touched as a problem, poverty as a problem! Why would anyone want to get involved with me unless they really understood what was going on! It will cause more pain in the long run if they go out with me then dump me! I dont want more of that!
Understanding from a women is more important then pussy! Or, they are both equal!
I need a women who understands! If not; it will never get of the ground!
I knew a guy that got rid of his wife and found a new girlfriend! He was asked why he left her? He said; " she loved me, cared for me, took care of me, and all the details"! Why then did he leave her! He said she didn't understand him and the new women did! He would rather have understanding then love! And I agree! I need to be respected for who I am first, then we talk about love!
I does not work for me! " you just a poor teddy bear"! This type of talk does not work with me! Ive got real problems; I don't have time for this nonsense!
If you don't know something, ask!
Developmental;
How do I get new parents, a new house, new friends, new best friend! New school, and have new developmental years! How! Thats what Im asking God!