I have to trust God! Im dealing with the wrong people! these people could cause problems! They are causing pain, because they are not really sincere! its a lie! they are not really interested in my life! Im making a big mistake trusting any of them!
I am gaining ground but have set backs! I find that many people are going out of there way to dump me as a person! When I ask God to bring the right friends! most of my friends leave! What does that say about them!
Im a decent guy! I don't get it! Im really friends with people! I do not know how to crack the ego code! not sure!
possible that I'm insecure and needy to the point that I drive people away! I say, thats OK! get rid of them! who needs fakes!
I get pulled in and swallowed up! They are people that can take me or leave me! I mean nothing to them!
I have to trust God that Im practicing! but I don't understand why people do not see my value as a
I got off facebook; but could get on again as someone else! but is life facebook!
Im so intelligent and so alone! Im an introverted artist! is it really suppose to be like this in this life! This is insane!
my insecurity levels go through the roof!
Im not connecting with others! something is wrong!
Im to smart for the people in my groups! and Im to under employed for the rest of the world to notice me!
I do not want to be noticed as something less then what I am! who do I notice! What do I do!