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Things continue to change
   Sun Jul 21, 2019 10:53 pm
the strange world of getting better did
   Sun Jul 21, 2019 4:36 pm
This is not going to be easy.
   Sun Jul 21, 2019 10:47 am
Identity 101; so; it officinally begins; the rebuilding
   Sun Jul 21, 2019 2:25 am
Something positive is happening
   Sat Jul 20, 2019 11:54 pm
The Beatles
   Sat Jul 20, 2019 6:04 am
A place exists
   Fri Jul 19, 2019 11:21 pm
Things are changing again
   Fri Jul 19, 2019 3:41 pm
Things are heating up; Im now backing down
   Fri Jul 19, 2019 9:06 am
I have CPTSD
   Wed Jul 17, 2019 4:47 pm
Real changes are occurring
   Tue Jul 16, 2019 10:46 am
Coming back into the present
   Tue Jul 16, 2019 2:32 am
Im extremely frustrated
   Mon Jul 15, 2019 11:14 pm
Fining myself or facing myself
   Mon Jul 15, 2019 8:39 pm
Im beginning to understand
   Sun Jul 14, 2019 3:30 pm
Visualizing
   Fri Jul 12, 2019 8:28 pm
Starting from the beginning
   Fri Jul 12, 2019 3:35 pm
The trap house part 2
   Fri Jul 12, 2019 3:13 pm
The trap house; I only knew about; In the end I win
   Fri Jul 12, 2019 1:15 am
Massive Mega paradigm shift
   Thu Jul 11, 2019 3:01 pm
First post recovery conversation
   Wed Jul 10, 2019 9:55 pm
Dating and Art
   Wed Jul 10, 2019 4:44 pm
movement
   Tue Jul 09, 2019 5:56 pm
childhood abandonment
   Mon Jul 08, 2019 3:23 pm
Being single
   Mon Jul 08, 2019 3:53 am
Preview: PTSD; High School
   Sat Jul 06, 2019 10:31 pm
Fear
   Sat Jul 06, 2019 4:34 pm
Ive found some answers
   Sat Jul 06, 2019 12:41 pm
D.I.D; let me introduce myself
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PTSD; dealing with triggers.
   Fri Jul 05, 2019 5:32 am
Making me into a loser; its all about the critical voice
   Thu Jul 04, 2019 6:08 pm
Molding sound like clay; having reasons; Things are changing
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critical voice
   Wed Jul 03, 2019 6:38 am
Toxic shame
   Tue Jul 02, 2019 11:05 pm
Ive found some answers
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Dealing with it

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Thu Mar 21, 2019 2:55 am

I'm attempting to deal with the change from the past to the present; it's very hard; I had nothing as a child and didn't know it until I was destroyed;
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When I was thrown away; I was completely alone and a victim of everything and everyone. I was in a complete state of shock.
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I'm having a hard time letting go of the false front presented to me from ages 0 to 8. It's very hard that I had nothing and no chance and never knew it.
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I'm trying to let go of what I lost as a child when in reality, I'm remembering a dissociation within my mind that actually never existed in reality. I'm attempting to overcome this error of thought. The child in me wanted to hold on to something. Unfortunately, nothing was real; so all memories and positive thoughts must be erased as fast as possible, and that's 2 much on the inner me; but its the truth.
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Feminism; I can't describe what it's like to deal with women; I'm not dealing with them. I can't describe how bizarre all of this is. I can't describe it; no contact with most.
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I have many women interested in me when I'm in a group; it's disgusting; all of it; all of them; some are hot, some are not; matters not when I actually interact with them; they attempt this feminist take over attitude. My interaction with them is destroyed permanently, immediately. It's too bad; it's not possible to interact with them; any of them. I can't describe what it's like; it's like dealing with black widow spiders that want to real me in and destroy me; it's bizarre. They don't get anywhere. I'm a man, not a girl; LOL. Women are trying masculine dominant tactics that some stupid lesbian prof taught them in their universities. " all women should get their chad". Bizarre. All of it bizarre; I won't touch them or get near them. As for the older women; they attempt it; to act like their 20. but they've hit the wall +. I ignore them completely, putting them in their place; at some point; they storm out and never return. I guess they don't like their 2nd class citizenship with men when the women's movement told them there was no such condition. I would have had sex with all of them; most of them; I would have smashed n dashed, but they destroy it all when they apply this feminist nonsense.
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I have to keep working with the universe.
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One of the problems I have women; they have no wisdom and no conscious; nothing; No concept of right or wrong; nothing. Never ask why things are or why a situation ends up the way it ends up; never look at their own behavior; never; they walk around with their heads cut off in confusion instead of looking at their own behavior and changing it. IT seems a strange and mighty flaw that women have no conscious.
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Social justice warrior culture; it's a complete failure when it comes to dating or sex or any interactions; women attempting to interact with me. Women are becoming communistic.
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The future for men is doomed; the feminist movement is sociopathic conditioning; if men's rights continue to be taken away; they will end up with nothing, and end up like the Armenian genocide of ww1. I'm sure that's where all of this is going.
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A possible real chance of men being genocide casualties with A.I and robotics ready to take the next step of evolution; men will not be needed. Women can have children with artificial insemination. Women can have sex with male robots and other types of insemination. And that will be that.
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Men will be destroyed through birth control; at first; it will be frowned upon to have male children; next; it will be illegal for women to have male children; women and robots will walk hand n hand in life; I don't mean romantic relationships, but of course yes; they will have romantic relationships with robots. Women may turn half into robots at some point. I mean a friendly alliance with robots; women/robots; and women have the reproducing gene; so; that will be that; until robots reproduce a new kind of person and destroy all women; for women will have no more purpose in robot land.
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Men will go through massive persecution and then the end.
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I can see men getting destroyed through droning and with robotics being on the side of women; men will be completely wiped out. And that will be that. like stomping out bugs on the sidewalk.

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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