Being alive meant I had to confront the terror of the past! Breathing meant I had to confront the terror of the past! Waking up to a normal life meant looking around at all that I did not have or have control over!
Things are changing! Im choosing to address and face terrors of my past! Face them and walk right through them back into a life!
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Im learning how to rebuild and rethink a life!
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Im learning how to take negative and bi pass it recreating a new positive story over the top!
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Im learning that positive thought become cool things!
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Im learning that I have a gap between where Im at now and where I want to be and their is a pathway; 50 pathways to my goals or desires! However, I work with God while traveling down those pathways in order to have hope!
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I always quit; that make me a victim! Im not longer doing that!