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Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sun Jun 07, 2020 4:53 pm

Ive been working with the laws of attraction for about 5 1/2 years; one of the goals a few years back; if I wanted to move foreword; I had to become social again; be able to mingle in n out with people; be able to ask people for what I want; be able to be intimate and become friends with others or they with me; be able to walk up to a women I actually wanted and start a conversation with her and at some point; ask her to come talk with me and I sit and talk with her; tell her I want her as a friend; shake her hand and sit with her; and ive done all those things... All of them.
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Ive been talking to people; asking to join conversations in a polite way; sharing and listening. Ive asked others to sit with me for a few minutes and talk with them about how I feel about subjects and ask their opinions; and Ive set time periods on it; 5 minutes; if they wanted to leave; up to them... Ive looked at people and told them; we are friends; " You are my friend"; Ive been practicing this not knowing what the outcome would be; would I look like fool; am I setting myself up fro failure.
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Ive known women I liked that liked me. Ive opened up to them slowly; and then talked in conversation. and finally; Ive asked them to walk over to me or join me for a few minutes because I wanted to talk to them; and I did this when I was in a group of others; so we were not alone; then I brought up the subject of insecurity around others and finally friendships; how do you become friends with people. And she got up close to me and sat down and we talked up close; I then put out my hand and ask her if she wanted to be my friend; she shook my hand and we are friends; and then she got closer and started touching with both hands a lot. And we talked and talked a bit. I can ask her out anytime. meaning; this will probably move forward.... if I want it to.
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Ive accomplished social up to this point. The next level is to play a song ive written; perform it in public with a singer; Im on Piano. And that is being created as I write... Also; public interaction. This means interacting with quality people; how do I talk to them; who am I; how do I want to present myself.. Im a creative intelligent college graduate... Im also on a disability... How do I present myself??. Im getting help and learning.
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One area of importance concerning dating; another area; I imagined a women in my apartment; a girlfriend; making me lunch or I making her lunch or what ever; in my apartment; that was another goal; so I'm very close to accomplishing these rounds of goals. As I said about socializing with quality people I dont know; and how to present myself; I will pick it up and practice more; their is an answer for this and Ill get it and go with friends and practice. my goal is to be myself; be the real happy confident person I can be...
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Art work is a goal; haven't done to much with that lately; first thing is my song publicly played. Also; would like to write several songs and play in the towns square....
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vacation spots are important; I always wanted to go back to the vacation area when I was visiting as a kid... So; thats also on my mind.
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For the first time; I would like to sell some stuff and make room for other stuff...

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